First calculus test today. I can honestly say that I’m and not confident about this test at all.
God please put yours hands over me and this test today please. I know I keep saying I will do better and honestly I don’t know what’s wrong with me but lord please help me with this today. I promise to keep working myself to do better and make progress. Please.
Lost best friend. Now I’m losing my other one. ……. Trying not cry but it’s hard.
Well found out this evening that I might have to get a new car. I’m not quite sure how I feel about that yet but…umm.. You no what NO! wtf is my problem what do I mean I don’t know how I feel about that ugh I’m so damn dumb smh! If I get a new car I’m happy and if I don’t I’m still effin happy… Why … Because I am soooooo beyond blessed to even have parents ( mom and stepdad) to consider that option of getting a new one and I’m so beyond blessed to have the one I have now. So therefore I totally take that first stupid part back. I do know how I feel about the situation. I feel blessed!
Tired …. Mentally.
I have sooooo much locked inside but I just don’t know how to express it. I hoped that getting this would be some type of outlet for me to let out and express how I feel but it’s not. Every time I try to write I can’t and I don’t know why. Just can’t.
Happiness is not something you postpone for the future; it is something you design for the present.