So the only way to get over this is to write it out. (At least I think). So jade is going on a trip at first she didn’t invite me just jasmine and I was okay with that , not going to lie I was a little salty but I got over it. But what made me have to write about it was that fact that just txt me and asked me if I wanted to go at 5:13 pm march 8th 2014 when she knows that she’s leaving for the trip at 6 am march 9th. I honestly took that as ” I really don’t want brittany to come, never planned for brittany to come but to get this off my conscious I will ask her about going a half day before”. Do it hurt my feelings yes. Will I get over it yes. Yes I will. I just truly now know what to expect of jade keys now. This to me shows jade will never be the friend she use to be in high school. Because the jade that was my true friend in highschool would have never done that to me like that. Oh and to top it off when I mentioned to her that it was truly a huge short notice she ignored me and when I pointed out she ignored me she laughed. She laughed. Wow.
I really hope I get this job, then I can start getting stuff together.
My dad is going away today. He attempted to see two. Saw in nac. Phoned a cousin. But nothing to me. No visit. No call. No txt. No goodbye.
I really need more friends, but hey its whatever. Things happen for a reason right?
Let’s stop making a big deal out of the little things because I got big deals and I got little things I got everything I’m asking for but youuuu
Bad walking bitch
…..I know I don’t usually talking this but ugh she really irritates me
No choice .. No choice ? My mom telling “not an option” honestly makes me feel like a three year old little girl. Smh not am a 21 about to be 32 in a few months young woman. Then for her to say “when you’re going thru I don’t want to hear it” really hurt. But she doesn’t care. Like always she never cares about what I feel smh it’s whatever. Just have to get over it.